October 2010
Darkness is...inevitable
I’m an animal
sociopathic mindset
so I still lack conscience
but right now
my life and mind are full of nonsense
antagonizing me seems to be your conquest
I’d rather be confined
in the shadows
my misery is my fortress
whether I be myth or legend
like Lochness
you don’t belong in my life
we can’t even be friends
there’s no romance
no love left
it’s...
Welcome to the funeral..
Don’t ask me who died
Cause the killa don’t know yet,
Emotionally far-fetched
To the point where I get no rest
And these niggas make it seem like
I’m too slow; Too cold
Too po’ to make pro-gress
Everything around me just falls apart
And its not like I can say I have a solid heart
Never quit, never give up
I just need to find a spark,
But it’s a cold world
And I’m just tryna the winter...
It's been a while...
I’m at my all-time low..
Hate Me Now
The past 2 days have been… interesting.
Monday:
Who gives a fuck about AP Euro? Not me..
Who Gives a fuck about Human Geo? Not me..
Spanish was lame. Took a quiz on a book I’ve never even read. I couldn’t even tell you the characters in the damn thing -_-
Lunch was.. interesting. I knew it would be considering it poured and poured and poured and I enjoyed every drop of it....
“@Y3333333 GURRRRRRRRL L3MM3 +YKL Y0 BU++H0L3!!!!”
– My instincts
“Aye check your tumblr someones fuckin with it”
– Mahmoud (Yeah.. I know… Thanks for letting me know)
“OH U F@NCY HUH???? GUUUUUUUUCIIII!!! WHAT’S GUCCI WITHCHO CUCCI???”
– Me talking to the mailman.
“MmMmmMMmmMM… Cum”
– Me
can't even be happy
I suck dick.
Decent day
After being in a slump yesterday, I recovered well with some party music on the bus. Sometimes, I just don’t understand what’s going on in that grey matter that is my subconscious. But anyway:
Math was easy like always, gotta leave math studies 2.
chem was intense with that mole-athon nonsense we did. me and the sis did decent. letttsss goooo :D
Lunch was fun. I almost killed...
““Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,
Over many...”