November 2010
Anonymous asked: like anyone?!
Yeeeoooo
The past 24 hours really haven’t been that great..
and tomorrow is a day I don’t regret but wish it didn’t sit in my mind…
But i’m feeling fine again.. feels good to take time off to find yourself. In 15 years, I hope to have a nice home in the Norhteast. Korinne shall be my neighbor :D
and on that note.. I’m gone..
Dreaming
I’ll never sleep again thanks to my subconscious. Dreams (NIGHTMARES) of what can happen… problem with these dreams is that they’ve checked out some way or another before. I don’t even know what to do now..
-Sigh-
I can say with a straight face that I know what I’ve done wrong. Of all people why hurt you? Even my bestfriends are wondering wtf’s wrong with me.. I just made the safest decision keeping in consideration what others have done and how they ended up.
If it’s real love… We’ll cross paths again in the future.
kurdithakidd:
Sometimes, the loudest sound in the world, is complete silence.
silence is golden..
Life
is such..
I’ve grown to accept that my actions are wrong and take any criticism for it well. Feeling quite a bit like Kanye about a year ago..
Shit happens
can’t change it
Sorry won’t fix it
I’m only human
Let’s have a toast for the douchebags, Let’s have a toast for the assholes, Let’s have a toast for the scumbags, Every one of them that I...
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Reblog if you like someone you can't have.
kurdithakidd:
qsquizzle:
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“Character is higher than intellect. A great soul will be strong to live as well...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson (via crookedindifference)
“We live in a society exquisitely dependent on science and technology, in which...”
– Carl Sagan (via crookedindifference)
Darkness..
I’m happy here?
Metaphorical solitude?
so as long as I’m happy… I’m guessing it doesn’t matter.
....
Good Evening Darkness…
Going to lay back and watch Shutter Island till I fall asleep.
So much on my mind I just can’t recline Blastin holes in the night til she bled sunshine Breathe in, inhale vapors from bright stars that shine Breathe out, weed smoke retrace the skyline Yo how the bass ride out like an ancient mating call I can’t take it y’all, I can feel the...
Ugh...
After throwing up, last night is a complete and utter blur…
Past few days have been alright. Just remembered I’m behind in almost everything for my B day classes. #Kanyeshrug
I’m happy, you’re happy..
now just to be happy together….
Wow
Today was fun.
Did absolutely nothing all day till school was over.
Participated in my first photo shoot which was pretty damn fun.
My day went downhill from there. Got threatened to be kicked out because of my current other -_-
This morning I woke up thinking today would suck. Up to about 2 oclock I can honestly say I missed you. Seems like we’ll never talk again even if my life...
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I can try really hard to make things better again.. but I feel like it’ll only make the hole I’ve dug for myself grow exponentially with everything I say.
Hopefully the universe brings balance… cause I’m clearly just a fuck up..
Thursdays...
The weather is absolutely amazing. Gotta love it when the atmosphere shares your sentiment. Just gloomy and grey.
On another note, I need to study for this damn euro test that I’m bound to fail. Then get ready for a physics test I’m bound to pass…..for once. I can’t stress how good it feels to know that you’ll save another life just by giving up some of your...
Determined
As of late, I’ve been subject to criticism.. among other things.
That I’ve gone ahead and transformed into a being or entity that I am not.
I’m the same person spiritually and mentally.
Physically and emotionally… I’ve been withering away. I’ve grown tired of caring too much and wasting my time and just losing my grip on my own life. Now I got this bitch by...